There are so many things that are disgusting to me and bullying is high up on that list. I was bullied a lot in HS,especially my sophomore year, by senior girls, over the most superficial things. I hated myself because I started to see myself from their eyes. My mom would tell me that, people were jealous and I never really believed that. Until I found out, a couple of these senior girls liked the guy I was dating. They attacked me verbally for someone I had, not because it was anything that really was about me. People who bully and gang up on other people aren’t happy with themselves, so they need to make other people feel miserable about themselves and that makes them feel powerful. They harbor jealousy, whether you believe that or not. You have the ability to take that power away from them. You’re 5’9 and nothing is gonna change that so, you have to become comfortable with yourself and own it! The average height for a model is between 5’8 and 5’11. They don’t have that benefit that you do. Even if your not into the modeling route, you could be excellent at sports which could lead to a full scholarship. The reason that they come for you so hard if you fight back is because you’re hitting a chord with their insecurities. If you make your height into an advantage for yourself, it won’t matter what anyone else says. Never let someone else dictate the way you choose to feel about yourself! You’re opinion of yourself is the only one that truly matters at the end of the day. I wish you really knew, a little later in life, how insignificant peoples height, weight, looks, don’t even matter. What does matter is how you feel about you and your character. Kindness, loyalty, respect, compassion, etc. are quality traits that trump all of the superficial stuff. Be you. Be all 5’9 of your beautiful self. Fuck what they think!
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